So I have 2 other rants on here about Arizona and her infidelity to Callie and whatnot. But this one is mainly focused on Lauren.

She makes me so mad. She knows Arizona is married, she knows she has a child, and she knows she has been in a major accident. She’s obviously not stupid, I mean she’s a craniofacial specialist. She knows that Arizona has lost a major part of her and is still grieving. She continues to flirt with Arizona even though she know’s that she is a married woman. And she uses Arizona’s grief to her advantage. You can tell that Arizona is trying so hard to make it through the day and Lauren just continues to flirt with her. Because she know Arizona will eventually give in. Arizona is so insecure about feeling beautiful again.  And she slipped. She made a mistake.

Callie broke her promise to Arizona so Arizona broke her vow to Callie.

I rant a lot on here. Thanks for listening. Or reading I guess.

Do you guys ever have a bad day, but then you watch Grey’s or some other show or movie with your favorite actor or actress in it and it instantly brightens your day?

1. Her teeth aren’t completely straight or white like every other celebrity.

2. She has been in a loving committed relationship for 11 years.

3. In those 11 years, she has had 3 beautiful children with her husband. And she loves them so much. You can just tell when she talks about them during interviews.

4. She does an awesome job playing Arizona. And she even defends her a little bit. :) “I think you can do something bad and it doesn’t make you a bad person. We are not defined by any one choice. We are the sum of our experiences and we can make a bad choice and we can turn around and do better.”

5. Her mother and step-father are very well-known in the world of acting and TV and movies, but she never had them get her a job.

6. She is actually super smart and has an english degree from an Ivy League college.

7. She is so kind to her fans and always makes time for them after interviews and whatnot.

8. She is very eco-friendly.

9. She is very beautiful. Her personality and her looks.

I may be very young and Grey’s Anatomy may be a fictional TV show that I am way too invested in, but it has taught me many things.

Meredith taught me that no matter how hard life gets, it will get better.

Cristina taught me that if you work hard and give it your all you will achieve greatness.

George taught me that hard work and dedication for what you love will pay off.

Callie taught me that it’s okay to give second chances.

Derek taught me to face my problems instead of running.

Bailey taught me that you don’t have to be strong all the time and it’s okay to let your emotions out.

Arizona taught me that one bad choice doesn’t make you a bad person.

Alex taught me that having a bad past only makes you stronger.

Teddy taught me that you can find true love when you least expect it.

Richard taught me to do what makes you happy.

Mark taught me that you need to get to know someone before you judge them.

Owen taught me to fight for the one you love most.

Grey’s Anatomy taught me that pain is a part of life. Both physical and emotional. And if you stay close to the people you love and do the things you love, it won’t hurt as much and you can survive.

As much as I hate Lauren Boswell. I actually really like Hilarie Burton now. She is in my list of lady crushes. This whole cheating thing would be a little easier if she was ugly.

I hate hate hate how people are giving so much crap to Arizona about this. They haven’t talked about anything about the woods or the crash or her leg for that matter. They’ve just kinda shoved it under the rug because it ended up becoming more about having sex again and letting Callie touch Arizona’s leg. 

And you have to understand, Arizona is not herself. At all. Arizona, bright shiny happy perky Arizona is still in the woods. The Arizona we had in Season 9 was a shell of herself like Callie said in 9x02. All the Arizona had been scooped out and was left in the woods and we got the shell of her. 

She obviously hasn’t dealt with her PTSD properly because she still puts Callie at fault for her leg. Which is normal. She hasn’t fully accepted that it has happened. And a huge part of her is missing, both physically and emotionally.

She has just been trying to make it through the day without worrying about her leg or about anyone knowing about it. And she feels unattractive to Callie. And when Callie tells her that she’s beautiful, she thinks it’s just because they’re married. And then a beautiful smart new surgeon shows up and she knows that Arizona only has one leg, but still continues to flirt with her. 

Arizona felt wanted. And it felt good to flirt back. She felt like herself again. The old Arizona. And she’s holding on and fighting the temptation of cheating, but when it feels this good, when it feels normal, you just…you slip.

Arizona knows that she made a mistake. She knows it. And when she yells at Callie “Stick out your leg and I will go grab a bonesaw and let’s even the score.” and then puts her head in her hands, you can tell that she regrets saying that. That line and “You didn’t lose anything, I did. I did.” , it was all of the built up anger that just all came out.

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I’m so obsessed with Grey’s Anatomy it’s unhealthy.

Story of my life.

Part of a RP account as @AriaTorres. I just made one for her boyfriend, @EthanWiderski. I will give you his account. Will someone please join?

So, I’ve been reading comments and posts everywhere about last night’s episode and Callie and Arizona’s scene. There are some people saying that Arizona had no right to tell Callie that she didn’t lose anything because she lost Mark. But you have to understand, Arizona is not herself. They have kept all of this anger and post-traumatic stress all bottled up. She isn’t herself at all. She is still grieving the loss of her leg. Which is NORMAL. And yes, Callie did tell Alex to amputate to save her life and many say that Arizona needs to stop holding that over Callie. But Arizona trusted Callie to find a way to save it. Arizona knows she made a huge mistake and you can hear the regret and heartbreak in her voice. The acting done by both Jessica Capshaw and Sara Ramirez was outstanding! It was so phenomenal. And the way Arizona’s voice cracks when she screams “You weren’t on the frickin’ plane.” I am just amazed. Thanks for reading if you actually did. I needed to get this out of my system. XD

I’m part of a Grey’s Anatomy RP group on Twitter: Follow:

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@AZRobbinsMD

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